D.I.E

The three letter word that means the most to me.
Is the one that I wish could just be me,
Then maybe I will be set free.

Not a soul wants me in heaven,
nor in the fires pits of hell.
Either way is my destiny my life shall 
soon tell.

The first letter of this word best describes me D.
A damsel in destrees,
is why depression and grieve are the 
words that I protest.

The next letter of this word is a I,
which I can only tell.
I my self just long for hell,
maybe then I will be the story of the realm.

Greatly the letter E is
the last puzzle of this peace.
Excitingly you will see,
how much love was between you and me.
But yet I still had to leave and be alone finally.

So who are you to be the judge of me,
for you do not know what all I have seen.
From the day I have been born to this night I will die,
I  have been caught up in a cheating stealing lie.

This is why tonight is the night I must 
D.I.E