I'm Gone

      It starts with a yell then begins it all,
He throws the knife as I stand against the wall.

      With tears down my face I don't know what to do,
He tells me he hates me even more God hates me to.

      He reaches out his hand and throws me to the ground,
he beats me more and leaves me to drown.

      I'm drowning know in my tears filled with fears 
Wondering if I'll ever see the happy years.

      He pulls me up and chains me to the wall, 
He beats me more and tells me it's my fault.

      It's morning now with bruises that can't be covered,
All I wonder is how my life could have been such a bummer.

      No one knows that this is  happening to me,
Because I hide it with a smile and a laugh that is never truly me.

      I sit here and rot with a broken heart,
 even though I'm here, I'm truly gone in the dark.